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  CONTENTS

  Cover

  Coming soon from Gary Kemble and Titan Books

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Epilogue

  Acknowledgements

  About the Author

  Strange Ink

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  Strange Ink

  Gary Kemble

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  Strange Ink

  Print edition ISBN: 9781785656439

  E-book edition ISBN: 9781785656446

  Published by Titan Books

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  First Titan edition: October 2018

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  This book is a work of fiction. Any references to historical events, real people, or real places are used fictitiously. Other names, characters, places, and events are products of the author’s imagination, and any resemblance to actual events or places or persons, living or dead, is entirely coincidental.

  Copyright © 2015, 2017, 2018 by Gary Kemble. All rights reserved.

  Skull illustration © Studio London.

  This edition published by arrangement with Echo Publishing, an imprint of Bonnier Publishing Australia, in 2018.

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  PROLOGUE

  Cold dirt pressed against his cheek. Plastic rustled, like a sail shifting, and shades of grey replaced pitch black. A shadow fell over him.

  ‘Yep. He’s dead.’

  He tried to turn his head. Couldn’t. Tried to push himself up off the ground. Couldn’t. The shadow moved across the bleak brown landscape. In the distance an ant wandered in lazy circles. Beyond that, only darkness.

  ‘Do you want to cut, or dig?’

  He recognised the voice but couldn’t place it. A man with an impressive handlebar moustache and an even more impressive beer gut.

  The snick of a lighter, followed by the rank odour of cheap tobacco. Feet scuffed. The smoker exhaled.

  ‘Dunno. You sure he’s dead?’ Another familiar voice. Blond hair. Goatee. Celtic bands tattooed across his shoulders and neck.

  ‘You used a shottie. Half his fucking chest is gone, ya tool.’

  Beergut snorted out a rough laugh. Blondie joined in, sucking in breath between high-pitched squeals. The laughter died away. A foot prodded his back. They rolled him over. Silhouettes, backlit by the harsh fluorescent light. Above the men, floorboards.

  ‘Come on, shithead. Cut or dig?’

  ‘Ah, this is bullshit. Cut.’

  ‘Typical. Lazy cunt.’

  Beergut reached for his belt. Light gleamed off the hunting knife he slid from its sheath. He handed it to Blondie. The man on the ground felt no fear. He was beyond fear.

  Half his fucking chest is gone.

  Blondie dropped to his haunches. From behind him came the heavy thunk of a shovel breaking earth. Blondie looked up and light fell across his face, revealing heavy bruising. I did that, the man thought, but couldn’t remember how.

  Blondie sighed, then ripped open the man’s shredded, bloody shirt. The man tried to reach out and grab his face. Nothing. Blondie looked down, eyes wide. Close enough that the man could see the sweat on his forehead and the tear tattooed under his swollen right eye. Close enough that he could smell the heady tang of petrol on his clothes.

  ‘Jesus. Lotta ink.’

  ‘Do you want me to dig this hole big enough for two?’

  ‘Keep your head on.’

  Blondie pushed the knife into the flesh. There was no pain, just a dull tugging sensation. Blondie sawed away, greasy hair falling around his face. He pulled away a bloody flap of skin.

  ‘What are we going to do with these?’ Blondie said.

  ‘What do you think we’re gonna do – stick them in your fuckin’ family album? Burn them. Idiot. Now get on with it.’

  ‘I wonder how the Chief is getting on with Kyla,’ Blondie said. That laugh again: hyuck, hyuck, hyuck.

  ‘You know him. Loves to mix his business and pleasure. I’m sure she’ll go out with a bang.’

  Anger flared. He tried to sit up. Blondie stared down, frowning. With his spare hand he reached down and pressed two blood-tacky fingers against the man’s throat.

  ‘What’s wrong now?’ Beergut said.

  ‘Nothin’.’

  ‘Fucking pussy. Hurry up. I wanna have a few of the old man’s VBs when we’re done.’

  ‘Yeah, and do you want to explain to the Chief why you’re drinking his dad’s beer?’

  ‘Well, we are concreting his fucking driveway tomorrow.’

  They laughed. Blondie brought the knife to bear once more, cutting away a slab of flesh from the man’s arm. The rage faded. As the bikie peeled the tattoos from the man’s body, the memories went with them. Terrified faces swallowed by a raging sea. Lungs full of water off the coast of Fiji. Blondie rolled the man over and started on his back. The vision of a blood-smeared death room in Helmand province flared, then faded to black.

  ‘I guess I should do the teeth too, right?’ Blondie said.

  ‘Yep. Dealin’ with a real pro here.’

  Blondie disappeared. The man could hear him rummaging around on the tool bench. Then he returned, rolled him over, and hefted the hammer.

  Smack. Smack. Smack. Impact, but no pain.

  When he was done he reached in, scooped the teeth out. Under the tang of fresh blood, Blondie’s hands tasted of unleaded and weed.

  Cicadas droned in the trees. In the distance,
music played. The White Stripes’ ‘There’s No Home for You Here’. The steady thunk, thunk, thunk of Beergut’s spadework lulled the man into a trance.

  Beergut grunted, then shuffled over. ‘He doesn’t look so tough now, does he?’ he said.

  The plastic flexed around him as the two of them lifted him off the ground, then lowered him into the hole.

  Beergut knelt over him, grabbed him by the hair and lifted his head, turning it this way and that.

  ‘You missed one.’

  ‘What?’

  ‘A tattoo. On the back of his neck.’

  ‘Fuck it. No-one’s ever going to find this guy.’

  ‘The Chief wanted the tattoos cut off and burned. All of them.’

  From the darkness came the sound of a car engine.

  ‘Fuck! Someone’s coming!’

  The light went out. Pitch black. The White Stripes’ song finished. The babble of drunken conversation filled the void. The car edged closer.

  ‘Ah, shit. Quick. Cover him up.’

  They pushed the plastic into the hole, then Beergut grabbed the shovel.

  ‘Hurry!’

  The dirt fell on his head, and into the wounds on his back. Into his eyes, nose, mouth and ears. He felt its firm weight on his body, like a winter blanket.

  The distant stereo cranked up. Powderfinger’s ‘I Don’t Remember’. If he could have closed his eyes he would have. It was time to sleep.

  CHAPTER 1

  Harry sat in the corner of the lounge room, staring at the packing crates as the hangover squeezed his head and stomach. In one of the boxes he’d find Panadol and Nurofen and Berocca, the staples that would allow him to progress from abject misery to garden-variety misery. He just didn’t know which box.

  He closed his eyes, but that was worse. The world spun. He cursed the lack of curtains, he cursed the humidity resting on his head and shoulders like a warm, wet blanket, he cursed Dave for the buck’s night, he cursed Bec for kicking him out. But most of all he cursed himself for his ability to hoard and his inability to pack in a rational, meaningful way.

  Books, he’d found. Stephen King’s Dark Tower and a healthy collection of Peter Straub were absolutely no help in his current condition. He found bedding, which would have been handy at four that morning, when he stumbled in shivering. He’d been caught in a summer storm while staggering home from... he couldn’t quite remember. He vaguely recalled strippers.

  VHS tapes, he’d found. War Games. Beverly Hills Cop 2. Evil Dead. Videos he’d doggedly held on to all these years, despite Bec’s infuriatingly logical argument that they didn’t own a VHS player anymore, so there was no point keeping the tapes.

  Harry rubbed the back of his neck, which stung for some reason. It felt bruised, sunburned. Rubbing made it worse, which in turn made the headache and nausea worse. He dropped his head between his knees and concentrated on the shapes in the god-awful red carpet. Who the hell has red carpet these days?

  He tried to remember what happened the night before. Remembering seemed important. He froze, hand resting on the back of his neck, snatching at the memory. A nightmare. Must’ve been a nightmare. Cold, hard light from a fluorescent bulb. When he thought about it, he recalled his Dad’s disastrous Friday-night barbecues after his Mum left. Harry didn’t get the sense the nightmare was about the barbecues, per se, but thinking of those nights made him recall damp grass, powdery soil, the stench of tobacco and beer.

  Had he been bitten by something? An ant? He remembered an ant walking in confused arcs across a patch of dark earth. The memory faded even as his mind clawed for purchase. No, not an ant. It wouldn’t still hurt so much. A spider? No, that didn’t feel right either.

  Harry leant forward and pulled his shirt off, sniffed it, and threw it across the room, where it landed on a box marked ‘PHOTOS’. Of course, it didn’t have photos in it. It was one of Bec’s boxes, from when they moved in together. She’d turned the middle ‘O’ into a heart. She’d kept the box because she figured it would come in handy one day. And it had. Harry closed his eyes, squeezed the bridge of his nose with thumb and forefinger, willing the memory away. The one bright spark of sick joy he took from this was that it wasn’t part of Bec’s life plan, either. She’d be suffering as much as he was.

  ‘Fuck,’ he said. He dragged himself to his feet and into the bedroom. He picked his iPhone off the floor, thumbed the button. Dead. Typical. He rummaged through the boxes in his room until he found the charger. He plugged in the phone, waited until it had enough juice, then knelt down so he could hold it behind his head. He snapped a photo. He stared at the screen, not believing what he was seeing. That must’ve been from the night before. A drunken photo of someone else. But that was his bedroom. His neck. And on it, a tattoo.

  ‘Holy shit,’ he said.

  You missed one. On the back of his neck.

  A bloody knife. An ant crawling in his mouth. He lurched for the front door, bile rising. In the blisteringly hot sunroom his legs gave way. He stumbled onto his hands and knees, crawling, squinting against the sunlight lancing through the craquelure louvres.

  He made it. Just. Body flat on the linoleum floor, chin just over the threshold, Harry threw up; water and bile erupted onto the front steps. He dry-heaved a couple of times, then wiped the threads of spit from his mouth. As he looked up, an old man with a ruddy face pushed a green flyer into his letterbox, saw Harry lying there, then hurried up the street.

  ‘Yep,’ Harry croaked, pushing himself up onto his hands and knees. ‘You’ve sealed the deal. Welcome to your new home.’

  When he had the strength, he crawled back inside and called Dave.

  ***

  The kitchen’s green cabinets and red Laminex benchtops were almost too much to handle in his current state. At least the colours were faded. The original kitchen. Well, original from the ’60s. He thought this place, given its VJ walls and the way it creaked at the slightest breeze, dated back to the ’30s at least. Back then it was most likely a lonely shack on a dirt track, leading up to more houses on Given Terrace. But unlike most of the houses on the street, in this area for that matter, this place seemed to have escaped the gentrification that was spreading across the city.

  The rickety formica table where he and Dave sat was about the same vintage: pockmarked with chips and cigarette burns, the once anodised edging rusting and loose at the back. Harry had fond memories of sitting at a very similar table at his granddad’s place at Caloundra, reading old war comics, sea breeze carrying the sounds of gulls and surf. In better condition, it would have sold for a mint at one of the antiques places up the road.

  He stared at the photo. The tattoo was a grid – five by five. Each square contained a different symbol. Squiggles. Dots. Circles. Lines. The skin around it was an angry red. He’d never seen a tattoo like it. Although, to be fair, he hadn’t seen a great many tattoos.

  ‘It’s not that bad, really,’ Dave said, taking a sip of coffee to hide the smirk. ‘Wearing a collared shirt, no-one will even notice it. With the collar up.’

  Harry reached up again and touched the skin. ‘Shit! Just. . . shit!’

  ‘Hey, hey! Not so loud,’ Dave said.

  To Dave’s credit, when Harry called he got himself to Harry’s place in about ten minutes. He even brought some mysterious pills in a silver packet, but refused to tell Harry what they were. The benefits of being friends with a nurse.

  And to his further credit, he’d managed to keep the grin off his face, mostly, other than the initial burst of hysterical laughter.

  ‘Could have been worse,’ Dave said. He pulled up his sleeve. Bart Simpson as Poe’s Raven perched on his meaty bicep, clutching a parchment that read ‘Nevermore’.

  ‘Yeah, but you asked for that. You weren’t drunk.’ Harry pushed the phone away, pulled his cup closer. He’d downed another couple of painkillers, topped it off with some coffee, and so far was keeping it all down. In an hour or so he might try some Vegemite on toast. If he could find the Vegemi
te, and the bread, and the toaster.

  ‘Fuck. This is fucked!’ He laid his head down on the table. The surface was cool against his forehead.

  ‘It’s okay mate, we’ll figure it out,’ Dave said. ‘What do you remember from last night?’

  Harry thought again of flat fluorescent light. An ant crawling in lazy circles. He closed his eyes. Thought harder. Red tablecloths.

  ‘The Indian place. I remember the Indian place,’ Harry said.

  ‘Yep. Me too. Shit. How much did we drink there?’

  It was BYO. Harry remembered several cartons of beer sitting around the table. He couldn’t remember how many they left with, but he knew they wouldn’t have been allowed to take drinks on the. . .

  ‘CityCat! We caught the CityCat!’ Harry said.

  Dave winced. ‘Tone it down, mate.’

  ‘Sorry.’

  ‘But yeah, you’re right. We caught the ferry down to the city. Do you remember Simmo trying to chat up that woman on the Party Barge?’

  Now that Dave mentioned it, he remembered the Party Barge drifting past, speakers blaring Rick Astley. Simmo, the best man, was trying to take the woman’s photo. He called out to her, asking for her phone number.

  ‘Okay,’ Dave said, staring down at the table. He sipped his coffee. ‘I know we were heading for the casino, but I don’t for the life of me remember what happened there. Hang on.’

  He picked up his phone, flicked through the photos. Harry leant over so he could see them. The facade of the Treasury Building, brightly lit by multicoloured spotlights. Inside, people milling around gaming tables. Simmo, at the head of a craps table, beautiful brunette in a low-cut dress beside him. Simmo looked wasted. The woman looked unimpressed.

  ‘What’s he doing?’ Harry said.

  ‘That’s right. He was trying to get her to blow on his dice. . . so to speak.’

  ‘He’s married, right?’

  Simmo had gone to school with them both, but Harry hadn’t really kept in contact with anyone from those days. He didn’t understand why Dave had, although Dave’s time at school had been easier. He was one of those people who could cruise through exams and assignments but, crucially, was good at sport, too. He’d led the school’s football team to a win at the state finals.